Disappointed People

Hey.

So my dad left on Monday. I wont see him until July. Its pretty scary, the more i think about it the sadder I become. Its best though just to think of it like one long business trip, and that Ill see him soon, just soon is not till July.

Taking him to the airport was hard. My mom was crying the whole way there. She is devistated. Me and my sister had to help her leave since she just wanted to stay there crying. My sister got a little upset and therefor I was as well. Its going to be tough but we are going to get through it.

My sister rushed home ate some lunch then headed off to her exam. Well on her way, she got into an accident, she wasn't injured luckly. The car though needs a new bumper, and the mirror is broken off, its going to need to be fixed. Luckly it wasn't her fault and no one was hurt.

My computer is still getting fixed which bugs the shit out of me. the tech guy works only part time so he hasn't fixed my computer yet and its been there for over a week. Right now I'm on my sisters laptop.

I'm getting some Europe Pictures developed soon, at Costco they have a coupon where you can get 500 prints for 12 cents each, which is a really good price. So i'm getting 311 pictures developed.

My dad just called...It was nice to hear his voice.

I'm such a loser...seriously...I can't belevie it. The moment someone starts to be nice to me i fall head over heals for them, and think their niceness must be a sign, when its not at all, just a friendly gesture.

I need to stop being such a loser, I really felt like that in english today. Everyone was talking having a good time, and i just burst out laughing because im watching the office on my iPod. Seriosuly interact with people, dont be such a dumb ass.

I need to start getting things done, the only resolution I've kept up this year has been the working out one. I'm improving a lot and am very happy with my progess. Tomorrow me and my sister are doing our first outdoor run, Its going to be a short one, just around the block to see what its like, but still im excited for it. And since we are starting going outside we are going to be working out about 3 times a week, once outside and twice at the gym. It's exciting and ever thought my porgess is not huge I'm still proud of my sucess.

We need to start doing stuff on the weekends, like having a place to go, or something to do in mind before going out. It's a lot funner if we do something together instead of sitting around doing nothing. Maybe thats just me but....i dunno...I feel like I'm going though one of those mid life crisses where nothings really making me excited and im wanting more and more.

NM im just rambling....

Anyways i better get going and start on my hw. I hate english homework...Its always so retarded.

Oh wait found out some good news. Im done school early this year. My last exam is on the Monday the 18 im super happy about that, cause we have to have some excellent time before I go away.

Also sometime at the end of June, my mom is going to the faith hill concert and my sister and dad are in Norway, so we can totally party it out at my house!!

So yah bye!!

Hey everyone I'm back!!!

I really missed you all on the trip, but i quickly made some friends to hang around with...but by the 2nd last day i was sick of them all and wanted to shoot pretty much everybody.

There was some huge bitch fight between Natalie and Michelle and Jeniece because of a joke and Michelle and Jeniece taking the fall for Natalie's booze....It was pretty funny and everyone was one Michelle and Jeniece's side but me. I was secretly cheering for Natalie, she called them both the most superfical, materialistic, egocentric, selfish bitches shes ever known.

I saw some really funny funny things that i have taken some hilarious pictures and will show all of you.

I got super sick on the second last night, partially because I was drinking and the other part was due to eating eggs and such. The teachers didn't catch me since Shane told them that i got the flu. Yet all the people I was drinking with were caught, so i was lucky. The reason why I know it wasn't completely the booze was that I only had five or six shots, and I've had more to drink before and not gotten sick and before drinking I was already feeling ill from the awful food they were feeding us.

Some people were weird especially Alex and Andrew. I felt bad for them since a lot of people didn't like them and tried to hang around them but every time I did I would always regret doing so since they would just annoy me. Alex with his constant eating then deciding it tasted bad so he would throw half away then buy something new that was even more unhealthy, and Andrew and his constant weird sarcastic remarks.

I have to say though the trip was amazing and I really did enjoy my self. Our tour director was amazingly good looking. Don't worry I took a picture for you guys, and the places we went were also breath taking.

I took a lot of pictures and I need to delete things off my computer cause i don't have enough room right now.

there was so much i was going to tell you guys but its blanking form my mind right now. I'll remember throughout the year and randomly come up with a story.

Also

My dad leaves on April 16th for Norway...Its kinda scary...I'm nervous yet happy for him, I'll certainly miss him lots.

Oh and tonight I propose we do something. I dunno what you guys want to do but if you guys don't have anything in mind we can come to my house.

So i will talk to you all tonight!!

BYE!!